[I normally don't write about relationships or anything related to it because I think that it's a topic that should be left out of any blog, or maybe just mine for that matter. I have nothing against people who publish entries about love and relationships. I just simply opted to leave my opinions and comments about the whole topic altogether for the simple reason of avoiding scandal and controversy. (Not that I'd start writing about my own relationships mind you... I just wanted to comment on this 1 topic.)]

Getting laid for all the wrong reasons is a lot less dangerous than falling in love with all the wrong people. Or so some people like to think...

Infidelity, in my opinion's a very messy hobby. And there are all sorts of reasons why people do it. They blame personal crisis - their successes and failures maybe at work, or maybe some accidental spontaneous excuse for thrill and excitement. It's not a safe treatment for depression, boredom, or an imperfect relationship as far as I'm concerned.

And it certainly does'nt impress the rest of us.

Infidelity is a spectator sport like shark feeding or bull fighting - meaning, great for those innocent bystanders who are careful not to get their feet, or whatever else, wet.

It's beyond betrayal..

I understand it completely though... which is what's so disappointing.

It's my son's 2nd birthday today! I'm so psyched!

I got home late last night (well considering it was early morning, I guess you can call it early..), at around 12:45ish and I just couldn't help it so I woke him up! He was annoyed of course but I swear I couldn't help it, I just wanted to hug him! So i did precisely just that... That was my taste of heaven right there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAVIN! MOMMY LOVES YOU...

I've just been at work for over an hour and a half and already my eyes are starting to close. My head is heavy, my eyes are burning and my body is looking for my bed. I don't know why but I've been so tired lately. Actually, to be totally honest, I've been beyond exhausted. I guess it's the abnormal sleeping habits that I've been following for the past few weeks now. I've been changing my shifts every so often and it just killed me.

Plus the past few weeks have been busy too..

Fatigue kills.

Some guys are beyond idiotic and it's funny really... Normally I wouldn't even bother wasting my time with them, but due to the lack of sleepiness at this hour, I'm going to allow this 1 guy I know to be featured here in this entry.

This guy I know from somewhere (I forget) thought that I had changed this picture I had online just to impress him. And he even had the audacity to tell me so... He probably meant it as a joke, but since jokes are half meant... get my drift?

It's not even annoying anymore, it's just funny. I wonder how the male population (well the straight ones anyway) would feel if they found out that women also do play games, and can in fact play them better! Some men think of women as mere conquests. Well some women think of men the same way as well... Now isn't that just funny?

Dude, ease up on the ego. It's embarassing...

There was once a little princess who lived like a queen. She had a baby pink and blue bedroom that was filled to capacity with all the pretty things imaginable that all the little princesses wished they had. She had everything she could possibly want in her life. Her parents, the royal king and queen pretty much gave her everything she wanted because they loved her more than life itself. They were the fairest, kindest and most caring parents in the entire kingdom, and all the young princes and princesses wished that the king and queen were their parents.

The princess was happy. She was the envy of all the other princes and princesses in the kingdom because she had the perfect life. Everyone knew it. She was special and life was good.

The king and queen were naturally protective of their princess as she grew up. Like normal parents, they would from time to time restrict her from doing what other princesses her age would want to do. They told her that she was too young, and that she shouldn't rush to grow up. "Things happen at the right time," was something they would always say to the princess.

To make up for their daughter's dissapointment, they would from time to time take her to far away places to see exotic things and beautiful people. Nonetheless curiosity got the better of her. The princess always wanted her way, and she would in fact have her way. She did whatever she wanted, when she wanted to, and she would always get away with it. She knew she could.

The princess was spoiled and she knew it. It got to her head. She thought she was invincible. And for a while she really was.

Years passed.. A lot happened.. And the princess found herself growing up too fast. She knew it deep inside.

Now years after, the princess sits and cries in the confines of her royal bedroom of baby pink and blue in the dead of the night. Life has taken it's toll on her and she finds herself alone and cold in the dark.

She regrets.. then wishes.. and then somehow hopes for some faith to be restored in her heart.

It will come eventually.

And she knows it.

I'm getting eaten alive by mosquitoes right now and it's annoying me. I have no choice though because I have stuff to do, things to finish and people to get in touch with.. (things I can actually get done when the light of day is out, but for some strange reason, doing it right now instead in the dead of the night - with the damn mosquitoes to keep me company)

Well I've been busy I guess... (duh, it's kind of an understatement)

I've been working on a few projects over at work. It's fun and interesting in a kind of annoying way as well because it eats up so much of my time.

Nonetheless, I've been a busy little bee.

Gavin's party preparations are nearly over. I just need to send the invites out. The place has been booked, the decorations complete, the guest list outlined, and the give-aways ready. I'm all set. Now all I need to do is make sure he gets well by the time his party weekend comes around.

*sigh*

Let's hope.

Literally...

My entire family has been sick for the past few days.. my dad, my mom and my son. The past few days have literally been the most painful, and the scariest for me. I've had countless sleepless nights and countless skipped meals because everyone is sick. My parents are okay now though so that's really good.. It's Gavin I'm so worried about. He's been sick for the past 6 days now and I'm talking high fever. I've taken him to see his doctor, and he's been prescribed all sorts of medicines but still his fever goes up and down. I am beyond worried. I am beyond normal.

I can't think, can't work, can't function...

This is literally killing me and I pray that everything becomes ok soon.

Please.