Today, this day in December, I realized that:
1) I really miss Gavin, and I'm truly crushed that I won't be with him again this Christmas.
2) No matter how much I tell myself that I'll make up for it by spoiling him crazy (half serious), and by spending more time with him, the fact that I've missed 3 Christmases already out of his 4 years of existence will tell him something someday, and he will question me for that.
3) Although I'm surrounded by Christmas decor, Christmas carols, and tales of what people will do this Christmas, I sadly, don't feel Christmas at all. I didn't feel like shopping at all today while I was in Spain, I just wasn't in the mood I guess.
4) Time passes by so quickly.


This morning I have been reading some of your posts from the past. There are so many that, of course, I haven't read them all.
I really like your Blog and the way you write. Your personality shines through, and you even had me smiling at times.
You don't wear a 'mask': You are who you are..........it is what it is. Refreshing!!